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2020.09.28 18:20 Appropriate-Celery82 I [25M] have disproportionately higher salary than my SO [24F]. I want to treat her and myself to “nicer” dinners, bars, trips etc, but without being “condescending”. How do I handle this?

So... it’s a weird question to ask.
I live in a 2nd world country in Europe where the average monthly salary is around $700. My SO earns about that much, while I earn $2700.
I’ve worked hard to get where I’m at, been professionally working for 5 years now.. while we’re having a great time together, there’s obviously a big ass elephant in the room when it comes to salary. I’m used to higher end things, and spending more money to treat myself than she is - which is of course expected, but it comes up every now and then and I really don’t know how to handle it.
For example, if we go to dinner in local restaurants for a date I really don’t look at the prices anymore, all the meanwhile she’s ordering cheapest meals possible. Even when I say it’s my treat, she would still look after how much she’s spending. Second thing is for our trips - we went away for a couple of days three weeks ago, and it was difficult to find nice apartments and organize schedule around her budget.
I obviously don’t want to pay for everything - while I could it might look condescending, I just want to sort of explain that if we’re doing or going somewhere nice, I don’t want her worrying about the price.
She’s certainly worth it, and I have 0 problems paying for things.
So.. I don’t know this might be a bit controversial, but how do I handle this? She’s a nice girl, she’s not looking for someone to “be her sugar daddy” which I really like, but there’s an occurrence every now and then where I’d really like to treat her but.. it’s a bit weird.
tl;dr: me and my SO of two months are having a great time together but I earn much more than she does. From time to time I want to treat her to nicer things and, while it is a lot of money to her, it’s not for me. I’d gladly pay to give us an opportunity to bond and have some nice together. Every time I do that it’s a bit weird and I’d really want it not to be. How can I explain to her that it’s a no big deal, and that I actually want to do it without being condescending or anything...?
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2020.09.28 16:44 celebrpyou Want to date a Celebrity?

hey im f usa and I love celebrity rp and want to RP as a female celebrity and I have a few RP ideas!
  1. Celebrity Trophy Wife Auction: In this scenario you play a really rich (younger or older) man who finds out about this secret auction for rich people to "bid" to win a celebrity girlfriend. Ive been single for a while or recently divorced and I just want a rich boyfriend/husband so I put myself up to be bid. This isn't a masteslave type thing we both were looking for a relationship so we turned to this auction, dont expect me to do whatever you say, but its a romance! After you win me at the auction we're expected to wait till the Auction is done and go to the Gala part where you can get to know your new girlfriend!
  2. Younger Black Athlete: In this scenario you play as a young black athlete who was just drafted to the majors. You are 18-22 and just got drafted onto a football, basketball or baseball team. Somehow we got in contact with each other, maybe I texted you seeing you on tv or you got drunk the night of the draft and I said fuck it and said yes to a date. I want this RP to start after we've been dating in secret month and basically living together. We tried to keep it secret because your younger and black and im an older celebrity. But we want to make our relationship public so we're about to go to your rookie player's Gala as dates! My character could be with yours for a couple of reasons, maybe its because your young, or black, or have a big cock purely romance!
  3. Tech Millionaire: In this scenario you can play either a youngeolder rich tech millionaire who basically buys himself a celebrity gf. We can have this scenario go 2 ways, it can be more romantic or a bit non-con. The idea is im dating you just because you are really rich and my career sucks now, but I slowly start to warm up to you.
  4. Birthday Gift: Your turning 18 years old and your parents are super rich. So for your birthday they hire your favorite celebrity! We start off the roleplay with your parents taking you to a nice restaurants and I show up to be your date for the dinner OR your parents are throwing you a big fancy party and hire me to be your date. It's up to you if you want me to be in this JUST for the money, want to play around with a young guy OR wants to seduce you.
  5. Hired Date: In this scenario you play a rich guy or some sort, maybe an older businessman, young rich heir, politician and you hire me to be your date to some gala/party event, or maybe even prom!
  6. Producer's son: In this RP you play the 18 year old son of a really famous and rich movie producer in hollywood. My career is on the downwards spiral and I can't get any roles. Your dad basically hints that if i date you and become your girlfriend he will put my career back on track. So I could be pretending to be your loving girlfriend, or more reluctantly be your girlfriend!
  7. Prom Date: It's your Prom! Your parents are either very rich and hire me to be your date to prom OR you win a contest for me to accompany you to prom!
  8. Sugar Daddy: You play an older rich guy who helps out my career and I become your arm candy
Kinks (none of these are required): outfits, age gaps, public stuff, kissing, pda, seducing, teasing, flirting, blow jobs, grinding, outfits, outfits sex, age difference, raceplay, weird pair ups, public, public sex, impregnation, marriage, grinding, humping, making out
I love outfits! I made big imgur albums with outfit albums for each of the celebrities I play, We can use them to pick what im wearing in each scene.
Celebrities
Anna Kendrick: https://imgur.com/a/HiCfzBf
Jennifer Lawrence: https://imgur.com/a/6cQI1U8
Natalie Portman: https://imgur.com/a/MAofmC5
Margot Robbie: https://imgur.com/a/kVEPxmV
Emma Stone: https://imgur.com/a/Hs9yM3G
Emma Watson: https://imgur.com/a/MYHBMJp
Taylor Swift: https://imgur.com/a/fNLVvVW
Brie Larson: https://imgur.com/a/i5qMpRi
Elizabeth Olsen: https://imgur.com/a/XZ7tAy7
Katherine McNamara: https://imgur.com/a/cG8bPQX
Gal Gadot: https://imgur.com/a/mnjf0zw
Scarlett Johannson: https://imgur.com/a/9oz2LtS
Jessica Alba: https://imgur.com/a/RKgkYDk
Emilia Clarke: https://imgur.com/a/Q8zhbw9
Selena Gomez: https://imgur.com/a/yPFjGyL
Blake Lively: https://imgur.com/a/YJxKbr5
Amy Adams: https://imgur.com/a/KTcDE17
Priyanka Chopra: https://imgur.com/a/X4nQANl
Kristen Bell: https://imgur.com/a/kvLvLju
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2020.09.28 11:44 sugardatingmeet DDLG Dating Sites-- Meet Wealthy Sugar Daddy And Beautiful Sugar Baby

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2020.09.28 08:07 romanticdumbasshoe i fell for a cam model

Good evening everyone,
I just wanted to reach out. I fell for a cam model on a site and the site doesn't matter. He was a month in when we met and he was so awkward. We had a few sessions and it was hot. But we started chatting alot. He was a nerd like me but he was beautiful. We talked for weeks. Then I gave him my private info. We talked in instagram and I offered to send him money for a meal, uber, etc....We did it over paypal. It totaled $300 in the course of a month. When we were in his chat room he literally talked to me and ignored everyone else. Even the big spenders. Other guests literally came after me. We talked about everything. Anime, cartoons, skits, dumb jokes, his family life, my life. He said I was funny and I tried hard every night to make him laugh. When we first started talking outside of the site, he was responsive and I never sent alot of money it was like 20 or 30 bucks at a time and it would only be when I noticed that he waited for the bus too long or did not get lunch so I sent him money for uber eats. We video chat, sent, pictures, told jokes, etc...It was fun and I FELL FOR HIM HARD AF. I have had 1 relationship and I identify as cis gender gay and I have never hook up unless you count 2 bad hand job. NO oral No anal. I know I'm a UNICORN even among gays. SO anyways he told me he had a girl friend in high school but earlier this year he fucked a guy and liked it. He identified as bisexual---but i notice that most of the model on cam site say they are bisexual even if they are straight AF better for business. Lots of red flags through out the whole thing. Anyways, the problem started when his studio where he works asked him to join another site that is more demanding but he makes much more there. WHEN, he started this site, he did not tell me and our communication deteriorated. He didn't even tell me the site. I had to find him. When ever I try to send him money, he always ask me to not send too much. I did buy him some gifts, shoes, underwear, etc, little trinkets, and omeprazole, and sent it to him. AT, this new site, he cannot jst talk to one person because there's like 80-90 people in the chat room at a time and the connnection and conversation that we had just faded and I got really scared because I haven't made a connection w/ a guy in 4 years. I have heard it all- he's a cam model .. it's his job to make you want him. Anyways, I tried to break it off a few times but he stats that he does not want to lose our connection and I was soft hearted. And I kept it going but THERE ARE ALOT OF RED FLAGS.
1.) HE'S HOT AF BUT TELLS ME THAT HE DOES NOT DATE OR HAVE A WIFE/ BF/ GF
2.) HE'S GIVEN ME HIS REAL NAME, PHONE NUMBER, AND ADDRESS; HOWEVER, I TESTED HIM AND IT RAISED SUSPICION, I TRIED SENDING MONEY THROUGH XOOM WHICH REQUIRED UR NAME AND ADDRESS TO MATCH UR ID. I TOLD HIM THIS AND HE TOLD ME TO HOLD OFF
3.) HE MAKES A FEW THOUSAND EVERY TWO WEEKS- ACCORDING TO HIM., HE MAKES MORE THAN I DO BUT WHO DOESN'T WANT FREE MONEY
4.)I USE TO SEND MONEY VIA PAYPAL BUT IT WAS NOT "HIS" ACCOUNT WHICH HE LATER SAID IT'S HIS BROTHER BUT AT FIRST HE SAID IT WAS HIS ACCOUNT. HE'S AFRAID TO USE HIS BC IF THE STUDIO FINDS OUT HE WOULD BREAK THEIR TERMS CONTRACT AND BE SUBJECT TO TERMINATION
5.) HE SAID HE ENJOYS TALKING TO ME BUT NEVER CALLS WHEN HE'S AT HOME EXCEPT FOR 2 TIMES- ONCE WE TALKED FOR 4 HRS AND ONCE FOR 1 1/2 HOURS. IM THINKING IF HE DID NOT LIKE ME....WAS HE JUST PLAYING THE PART. ALSO, NOT TALKING WHEN HE'S AT HOME MAKES ME THINK HE IS TRYING TO HIDE SOMETHING. WIFE, GF, ORGAN FARM
6.) HE CALLS ME BEFORE WORK SOMETIMES AND MSG ME WHEN HE'S IN THE UBER OR BUS BUT IT'S BARELY A FEW MINUTES A DAY

7.)HE SAID HE DOES NOT KNOW 'HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME' AND STATES THAT HE FEELS NUMB FROM SOME TRAUMA IN HS - HE DID NOT ELABORATE. HE STATES THAT HE LIKES TO TALK TO ME AND WE HAVE A CONNECTION--- HE FEELS SOMETHING BUT HE'S NOT SURE WHAT

8.) I WENT OFF ON HIM A FEW (8-10) TIMES AND DID EXCESSIVE CALLS AND MSGS----MOST NORMAL GUYS WOULD BLOCK ME OR RUN AWAY SO I AM SUSPICIOUS OF THE FACT THAT HE'S STILL HERE

9.)I SAW SOME PRIVATE CHATS THAT HE DID WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND HE LITERALLY USED SOME OF THE SAME PICK UP LINES ON QUITE A FEW OF THEM 'SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AHPPENS AND I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE THIS CONNECTION IM SOO HAPPY U CAME INTO MY LIFE I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE MET U.....' THAT SHIT WORKED ON ME AND I KNEW BETTER.....I CONFRONTED HIM AND HE DENIED USING PEOPLE UNTIL I FORCED HIM TO ADMIT IT-----HE SAID HE DOES NOT LIKE THAT WORD BECAUSE IT MAKES HIM FEEL BAD ABOUT WAHT HE DOES. I TOLD HIM I DON'T CARE IF ITS WORK BUT I NEED TO KNOW HE'S NOT PLAYING ME AND WAS SERIOUS ABOUT ME. ATTRACTIVENESS HE'S A 9 AND I AM A 5 WORKING MY WAY TOWARDS 7
10.) HE SAID I AM THE ONLY ONE HE TALKS TO ON INSTA-----WELL OUTSIDE OF WORK PERIOD...BUT THERE ARE TIMES I CATCH HIM ON INSTA AND MY MSGS IS SEEN BUT HE DOES NOT REPLY. MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY...

11.) AT ONE POINT I SAID THAT I WONT DO PAYPAL ANYMROE B/C I DID NOT WNA TO BE HIS SUGAR DADDY AND I APOLOGIZED FOR INSULTING HIM AND HIS INDEPENDEDNCE WHEN I SENT THE ORIGINAL MONEY. HE TOLD ME THAT IT WLAL WENT INTO HIS BROTHER ACCOUNT AND HE GAVE IT ALL TO HIS BROTHER. ALL $300 THATSA LOT. i DID TRY TO DO A PAYPAL DISPUTE FOR $100 while we HAD A FIGHT. IT FAILED BC PAYPAL SUCK.....HE THEN MADE A COMMENT ABOUT "GIVING BACK THE $100 BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW" AND I SHOULD TRY TO GET IT BACK IF I CAN.....THAT MAKES ME THINK HE KNOW ABOUT THE DISPUTE AND WAS MOCKING ME

12.) YESTERDAY I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE XOOM AND ME WANTING TO SEND HIM MORE MONEY AND HIS TONE AND DEMEANOR CHANGED. HE DID NOT RUSH ME OFF THE MORNING CALL. HE SHARED WORK INSECURITIES AND HOW IT WAS TOO MUCH PRESSURE......THE DAY BEFORE I ALSO BACKED OFF ON CALLING AND MESSAGING ADN APOLOGZIE FOR GOING OVERBoard. i do not think hsi perspective can change so quickly IN ONE DAY. IT WAS HERE THAT I KNOW HE WAS USING ME......HE WAS SO SWEET AND ACCOMODATING WHEN MONEY CAME BACK INTO THE CONVERSATION IT WAS THE SAME SWEETNESS WHEN HE FIRST GAAVE ME HIS PAYPAL........BUT HE TALKS TO ME NORMALLY EVEN WHEN I DONT SEND HIM ANYTHING.....SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK...WELL I DO. I DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT THAT HE'S USING ME....WHAT'S WORST......EVEN IF HE TELLS ME THAT HE'S USING ME I WANT TO DEFINE THE TERMS AND CONTINUE THIS FANTASY
13.) HE PAINTS THIS PICTURE OF AN INNOCENT FARM BOY TURNED CAM MODEL B/C OF CORONA AND NERD WHO WORKS HARD AND LOVES HIS FAMILY-----I BOUGHT IT EVERY CM.....I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. WELL I DDO BUT I DON'T WANT TO CUT THINGS OF....


I LOVE HIM AND WANTS TO MARRY HIM. IT'S STUPID I KNOW. I ALSO THOUGHT ABOUT SENDING HIM MONEY WEEKLY SO HE DOES NOT HAVE TO WORK BUT HE KINDA LOVES BEING A CAM MODEL B/C HE MAKES SOOO MUCH. I WANT TO ASK YALLL ALL P[OWERFUL AND OMNISCIENT internet/reddit WHAT IS A THIRSTY SPRUNG HOE TO DO? If he's acting, it's impeccable. there are moments where im suspicious but there are times i also know he's REAL like WHEN HE WAS eating nutella at 2 am while talking to me about everything and nothing...... AND HE DID NOT SLEEP TILL 4 AM. BUT ALSO IS THE NAME ADDRESS AND PHONE NUMBER FAKE? DOES HE NOT TRUST ME? DOES IT FUCKING MATTER? I GET TO TALK TO HIM FOR LIKE MAYBE 15-20 MINS EVERY OTHER DAY HE SAID HE LIEKS ME BUT I FEEL LIKE HE DOES NOT HAVE TIME FOR ME AND WHEN HE'S AT HOME OR ON HIS OFF DAYS HE NEVER CALLS OR MSGS.......WTF AM I? WHAT DO I DO? LIKE I THOUGHT ABOUT FLYING TO SO EUROPEAN SHITHOLE WHILE THERE'A BAN AND PANDEMIC WTF...................PLEASE TTHANKS FOR READING THIS IF U READ THE WHOLE THING. ANY Thoughts? Comments? Questions? Some one reprimand me and tell me that i'm stupid and that this needs to stop immediately. Some one tell me i should keep pursuing this and we can work out........................SOMEBODY TELL ME WAHT TO DO B/C I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. WHAT TO DO. I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL DADY AND I WORRY AND HAVE ANXIETY ATTACK WHEN I FEEL LIKE HE'S WITHDRAWING AND MIGHT CUT ME OUT FO HIS LIFE..........IM A FUCKING MESSSSSSSSSSS. I JUST WANTED TO CONFESS TO THE INTERNET. LET THE COMMENTS FLOW ADN AS ALWAYS NOT TODAY SATAN.
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2020.09.28 07:49 romanticdumbasshoe So I FELL FOR A CAM MODEL AND WE TALKED OUTSIDE OF THE SITE

Good evening everyone,
I just wanted to reach out. I fell for a cam model on a site and the site doesn't matter. He was a month in when we met and he was so awkward. We had a few sessions and it was hot. But we started chatting alot. He was a nerd like me but he was beautiful. We talked for weeks. Then I gave him my private info. We talked in instagram and I offered to send him money for a meal, uber, etc....We did it over paypal. It totaled $300 in the course of a month. When we were in his chat room he literally talked to me and ignored everyone else. Even the big spenders. Other guests literally came after me. We talked about everything. Anime, cartoons, skits, dumb jokes, his family life, my life. He said I was funny and I tried hard every night to make him laugh. When we first started talking outside of the site, he was responsive and I never sent alot of money it was like 20 or 30 bucks at a time and it would only be when I noticed that he waited for the bus too long or did not get lunch so I sent him money for uber eats. We video chat, sent, pictures, told jokes, etc...It was fun and I FELL FOR HIM HARD AF. I have had 1 relationship and I identify as cis gender gay and I have never hook up unless you count 2 bad hand job. NO oral No anal. I know I'm a UNICORN even among gays. SO anyways he told me he had a girl friend in high school but earlier this year he fucked a guy and liked it. He identified as bisexual---but i notice that most of the model on cam site say they are bisexual even if they are straight AF better for business. Lots of red flags through out the whole thing. Anyways, the problem started when his studio where he works asked him to join another site that is more demanding but he makes much more there. WHEN, he started this site, he did not tell me and our communication deteriorated. He didn't even tell me the site. I had to find him. When ever I try to send him money, he always ask me to not send too much. I did buy him some gifts, shoes, underwear, etc, little trinkets, and omeprazole, and sent it to him. AT, this new site, he cannot jst talk to one person because there's like 80-90 people in the chat room at a time and the connnection and conversation that we had just faded and I got really scared because I haven't made a connection w/ a guy in 4 years. I have heard it all- he's a cam model .. it's his job to make you want him. Anyways, I tried to break it off a few times but he stats that he does not want to lose our connection and I was soft hearted. And I kept it going but THERE ARE ALOT OF RED FLAGS.
1.) HE'S HOT AF BUT TELLS ME THAT HE DOES NOT DATE OR HAVE A WIFE/ BF/ GF
2.) HE'S GIVEN ME HIS REAL NAME, PHONE NUMBER, AND ADDRESS; HOWEVER, I TESTED HIM AND IT RAISED SUSPICION, I TRIED SENDING MONEY THROUGH XOOM WHICH REQUIRED UR NAME AND ADDRESS TO MATCH UR ID. I TOLD HIM THIS AND HE TOLD ME TO HOLD OFF
3.) HE MAKES A FEW THOUSAND EVERY TWO WEEKS- ACCORDING TO HIM., HE MAKES MORE THAN I DO BUT WHO DOESN'T WANT FREE MONEY
4.)I USE TO SEND MONEY VIA PAYPAL BUT IT WAS NOT "HIS" ACCOUNT WHICH HE LATER SAID IT'S HIS BROTHER BUT AT FIRST HE SAID IT WAS HIS ACCOUNT. HE'S AFRAID TO USE HIS BC IF THE STUDIO FINDS OUT HE WOULD BREAK THEIR TERMS CONTRACT AND BE SUBJECT TO TERMINATION
5.) HE SAID HE ENJOYS TALKING TO ME BUT NEVER CALLS WHEN HE'S AT HOME EXCEPT FOR 2 TIMES- ONCE WE TALKED FOR 4 HRS AND ONCE FOR 1 1/2 HOURS. IM THINKING IF HE DID NOT LIKE ME....WAS HE JUST PLAYING THE PART. ALSO, NOT TALKING WHEN HE'S AT HOME MAKES ME THINK HE IS TRYING TO HIDE SOMETHING. WIFE, GF, ORGAN FARM
6.) HE CALLS ME BEFORE WORK SOMETIMES AND MSG ME WHEN HE'S IN THE UBER OR BUS BUT IT'S BARELY A FEW MINUTES A DAY

7.)HE SAID HE DOES NOT KNOW 'HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME' AND STATES THAT HE FEELS NUMB FROM SOME TRAUMA IN HS - HE DID NOT ELABORATE. HE STATES THAT HE LIKES TO TALK TO ME AND WE HAVE A CONNECTION--- HE FEELS SOMETHING BUT HE'S NOT SURE WHAT

8.) I WENT OFF ON HIM A FEW (8-10) TIMES AND DID EXCESSIVE CALLS AND MSGS----MOST NORMAL GUYS WOULD BLOCK ME OR RUN AWAY SO I AM SUSPICIOUS OF THE FACT THAT HE'S STILL HERE

9.)I SAW SOME PRIVATE CHATS THAT HE DID WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND HE LITERALLY USED SOME OF THE SAME PICK UP LINES ON QUITE A FEW OF THEM 'SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AHPPENS AND I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE THIS CONNECTION IM SOO HAPPY U CAME INTO MY LIFE I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE MET U.....' THAT SHIT WORKED ON ME AND I KNEW BETTER.....I CONFRONTED HIM AND HE DENIED USING PEOPLE UNTIL I FORCED HIM TO ADMIT IT-----HE SAID HE DOES NOT LIKE THAT WORD BECAUSE IT MAKES HIM FEEL BAD ABOUT WAHT HE DOES. I TOLD HIM I DON'T CARE IF ITS WORK BUT I NEED TO KNOW HE'S NOT PLAYING ME AND WAS SERIOUS ABOUT ME. ATTRACTIVENESS HE'S A 9 AND I AM A 5 WORKING MY WAY TOWARDS 7
10.) HE SAID I AM THE ONLY ONE HE TALKS TO ON INSTA-----WELL OUTSIDE OF WORK PERIOD...BUT THERE ARE TIMES I CATCH HIM ON INSTA AND MY MSGS IS SEEN BUT HE DOES NOT REPLY. MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY...

11.) AT ONE POINT I SAID THAT I WONT DO PAYPAL ANYMROE B/C I DID NOT WNA TO BE HIS SUGAR DADDY AND I APOLOGIZED FOR INSULTING HIM AND HIS INDEPENDEDNCE WHEN I SENT THE ORIGINAL MONEY. HE TOLD ME THAT IT WLAL WENT INTO HIS BROTHER ACCOUNT AND HE GAVE IT ALL TO HIS BROTHER. ALL $300 THATSA LOT. i DID TRY TO DO A PAYPAL DISPUTE FOR $100 while we HAD A FIGHT. IT FAILED BC PAYPAL SUCK.....HE THEN MADE A COMMENT ABOUT "GIVING BACK THE $100 BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW" AND I SHOULD TRY TO GET IT BACK IF I CAN.....THAT MAKES ME THINK HE KNOW ABOUT THE DISPUTE AND WAS MOCKING ME

12.) YESTERDAY I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE XOOM AND ME WANTING TO SEND HIM MORE MONEY AND HIS TONE AND DEMEANOR CHANGED. HE DID NOT RUSH ME OFF THE MORNING CALL. HE SHARED WORK INSECURITIES AND HOW IT WAS TOO MUCH PRESSURE......THE DAY BEFORE I ALSO BACKED OFF ON CALLING AND MESSAGING ADN APOLOGZIE FOR GOING OVERBoard. i do not think hsi perspective can change so quickly IN ONE DAY. IT WAS HERE THAT I KNOW HE WAS USING ME......HE WAS SO SWEET AND ACCOMODATING WHEN MONEY CAME BACK INTO THE CONVERSATION IT WAS THE SAME SWEETNESS WHEN HE FIRST GAAVE ME HIS PAYPAL........BUT HE TALKS TO ME NORMALLY EVEN WHEN I DONT SEND HIM ANYTHING.....SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK...WELL I DO. I DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT THAT HE'S USING ME....WHAT'S WORST......EVEN IF HE TELLS ME THAT HE'S USING ME I WANT TO DEFINE THE TERMS AND CONTINUE THIS FANTASY
13.) HE PAINTS THIS PICTURE OF AN INNOCENT FARM BOY TURNED CAM MODEL B/C OF CORONA AND NERD WHO WORKS HARD AND LOVES HIS FAMILY-----I BOUGHT IT EVERY CM.....I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. WELL I DDO BUT I DON'T WANT TO CUT THINGS OF....


I LOVE HIM AND WANTS TO MARRY HIM. IT'S STUPID I KNOW. I ALSO THOUGHT ABOUT SENDING HIM MONEY WEEKLY SO HE DOES NOT HAVE TO WORK BUT HE KINDA LOVES BEING A CAM MODEL B/C HE MAKES SOOO MUCH. I WANT TO ASK YALLL ALL P[OWERFUL AND OMNISCIENT internet/reddit WHAT IS A THIRSTY SPRUNG HOE TO DO? If he's acting, it's impeccable. there are moments where im suspicious but there are times i also know he's REAL like WHEN HE WAS eating nutella at 2 am while talking to me about everything and nothing...... AND HE DID NOT SLEEP TILL 4 AM. BUT ALSO IS THE NAME ADDRESS AND PHONE NUMBER FAKE? DOES HE NOT TRUST ME? DOES IT FUCKING MATTER? I GET TO TALK TO HIM FOR LIKE MAYBE 15-20 MINS EVERY OTHER DAY HE SAID HE LIEKS ME BUT I FEEL LIKE HE DOES NOT HAVE TIME FOR ME AND WHEN HE'S AT HOME OR ON HIS OFF DAYS HE NEVER CALLS OR MSGS.......WTF AM I? WHAT DO I DO? LIKE I THOUGHT ABOUT FLYING TO SO EUROPEAN SHITHOLE WHILE THERE'A BAN AND PANDEMIC WTF...................PLEASE TTHANKS FOR READING THIS IF U READ THE WHOLE THING. ANY Thoughts? Comments? Questions? Some one reprimand me and tell me that i'm stupid and that this needs to stop immediately. Some one tell me i should keep pursuing this and we can work out........................SOMEBODY TELL ME WAHT TO DO B/C I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. WHAT TO DO. I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL DADY AND I WORRY AND HAVE ANXIETY ATTACK WHEN I FEEL LIKE HE'S WITHDRAWING AND MIGHT CUT ME OUT FO HIS LIFE..........IM A FUCKING MESSSSSSSSSSS. I JUST WANTED TO CONFESS TO THE INTERNET. LET THE COMMENTS FLOW ADN AS ALWAYS NOT TODAY SATAN.
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2020.09.28 06:24 shamloo77 Need to say this : my comment about the recent post from u/BGDDD1 about giving advice to the newbie SBs ( 18 to 21)

Edit : u/BGDDDY1
Now I totally agree about telling them to read true this sub for a good 1 or 2 or hell even 4 weeks before making moves etc etc
Besides the fact that they can have a sugar daddy and also date younger guys ( or date very young sugar daddies ) at the same time
Let's be honest here the vanilla dating scene these days is in no way ( NO WAY AT ALL ) a BETTER or SAFER place for these young girls
There is nothing ( NOTHING AT ALL ) happening in tinder or happn and bumble or even match.com that is more interesting than what is happening in SA
Please don't tell these girls to go and get 1 year of vanilla dating experience before entering the sugar bowl because ;
The more I read about what is happening in the vanilla dating world these days ( especially to the younger people, girls and guys a like ) the more proud I become about belonging to the sugar community where 80% of the times there is some level of wisdom and maturity involved
Please forgive me for getting a little emotional here but at this point ; FUCK the vanilla dating scene .. we are doing it the right way and much better..here in sugar dating
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2020.09.27 20:11 Kindly-Quit Speaking of my marriage not being what I thought it would be...

First of all, thanks to everyone who read about my marriage being completely different than I thought it would be!
I realized I might be able to provide some insight into my experience since it’s niche within niche within niche lol.
3 things to unpack about my unusual arrangement:
  1. If you haven’t caught on by now, it’s that my wife is trans. The shock, I know. Anywho- my wife came out 3 years into our seemingly completely straight relationship- we were only boyfriend girlfriend at the time this took place. In my infinite wisdom at the time I burst into mad tears and cried for about 2 minutes before I stopped and asked myself wtf all that emotion was. It’s really overwhelming to suddenly realize your entire life is not going to be what you thought. From little things like calling their name and waking up to their scent in the morning all the way to imagining your life 30 years later with a differently gendered person than you thought- it’s not a small change. It impacts the small to the large, the daily to the large life moments- everything is not what it seems. And it goes against everything you dreamed, everything you were told about- societies expectations etc. That realization was hard on me. I didn’t and still don’t mind the whole “my partner is a different gender” thing, which is the crux of a lot of people here (and I’m sorry I can’t provide answers to that!)- the heart of mine was all the change. I’m a stagnant moldy water person rather than the rushing river my wife is. I like my coffee to my clothes to, you know, my spouses gender- to be the same every day. I have anxiety, and having a daily routine is really helpful. That all went up in flames and I was quite displeased by the idea that I would have to like, change, or whatever. I imagined getting married and my then boyfriend being in a dress and my mind was left with the record scratch you hear in cheesy movies. Boy did I wish I could turn on a different channel right about then... My partner explained that she wanted surgery on her face and on the flappy bits that I quite liked and I was, once again, baffled. I knew next to nothing about trans people and here she was dumping glitter into my brain at warp speed. I needed time to process.
My advice to you all is to take your time thinking and mulling over these things, especially in the beginning. Ask yourself if you really feel upset or are you upset by the change? Are you scared of the change? Why? What’s the reason for your reaction, whatever it may be, and dig around on that. You may find out a lot about yourself.
To make a very long story short I CAN tell you a ton changes. And I can also tell you it’s not that frightening- and I’m a scardycat. It took months to set her up with appointments to doctors, therapy, laser hair removal. Scheduling allotments takes time and waiting weeks before any progress is made. Dressing in women’s clothes took time too, first around the house, then neighborhood, then full time. Growing out hair takes a long time. All these changes are slow. They do happen, but it wasn’t like I imagined where overnight the man I loved was killed. My wife is exactly as she was before hormones and all else in mind and spirit, no one dies. The idea of what you wanted does, but the person remains being who they always were. And although I hate change, I was pleased to find that it was slow enough that I could get comfortable before the next step. She talked me through it all so I wasn’t blindsided with something new. I realized around that time that I hated change but I didn’t hate what she was changing into, and that I wanted her to be the last being I see when I die. So, like a sensible person, I put a ring on that before anyone else could. While I still am surprised by changes, I’ve gotten better at handling them. Maybe this was the universes way of trying to teach me to be a little more flexible in life....or not. F you life, I liked it when it was still!
  1. My wife is a sex worker. Hello to all the people who are, or who’s partners are, involved in that work. My wife does camming and a bit of sugar daddy stuff on the side. I’m sure most people would be repulsed by this, and I certainly had my reservations, but it makes very VERY good money and my wife works less then 15 hours a week. And she makes double what I do easily, the jerk ;) I was scared for her wellbeing but the camming is no contact, and sugar daddies are 1 at a time for a girlfriend experience and I’ve found that I quite like seeing my wife on some rich guys arm. Eat the rich honey (eyyy...euphemism 🍆!), take him for all he’s got and bring me back leftovers from your $200 a plate meal. Yes, that is the trade off. Yes, I’m a slut for food. Everyone wins. I’m not bothered like I thought I would be. I thought I would be upset and felt cheated on etc. but the reality is that it’s all transactional, there’s a lot of safety measures in place (I mean a LOT more than most people would realize) and I don’t feel it comes close to touching our relationship. She’s never been tempted to jump ship for a millionaire (and she has “dated” a few- and I do enjoy living in an expensive apartment and being wined and dined by her through their money). And honestly if she did I’d be pissed but...I mean, millionaires, amiright? But truly- It’s one relationship with strings attached. My marriage to her doesn’t touch that- she can be real with me, and be semi real with the dude who’s paying her. It’s all a large elaborate act on her end with these men. So it doesn’t bother me. Camming wise she’s untouchable to these guys, and makes great money, so it doesn’t feel like cheating at all. Anyone else have spouses in sexwork? I’m interested to see if it’s larger than I thought. I love my wife and I don’t believe the arrangement is super unusual, but those w ho find out are shocked lol.
  2. We have an open marriage. Through the sex work I realized my love for my wife is so strong that I don’t think others can touch it, and her for me. We are each one experience in a sea of 7 billion people. To limit our experiences to just us two seemed, to me, like cutting a rose from a bush just because you like it. My marriage isn’t shackling my wife, or possessive. My marriage is a commitment to hold her first and foremost in my heart, spirit, and actions. And for her to do the same to me. Fucking other people, going on dates, and getting to know others as friends with benefits don’t even come CLOSE to what my wife has with me and me with her. And should we find that there’s feelings for someone, we talk about it and close that relationship down. Most of ours are flings that we see two or three times and move on. We learn about that person, share experiences and mindsets, pick their brains on the topics they are interested in and then set them back out into the world. Think of it like a library. Each person is a book to gain knowledge and perspective from in many different ways. I want to read my wife from front to back cover. Every one else I don’t mind peeking into a chapter or two. There’s the difference. Same for her. We then discover new things about ourselves and what we like in bed, what we like as topics, and what we might jump into for hobbies and have WONDERFUL conversations about all of those. It’s like cherry picking the best from each person and bringing back a bit of it to display for your wife to go ohhhhh that’s so cool we should to XYZ! It’s brought us so much close together. Plus if you have a awkward sex experience it’s hilarious the next day to explain what went down.
So yes, I’ve got an open marriage to a transgender woman who is involved in sex work. The trade off is fancy food because I’m a simp for expensive pasta. It’s unusual. It’s so unusual I don’t see it despite hunting for it to swap stories. SO, if you are in one or two of these camps tell me about yours! Tell me what you like, what you don’t like, tell me how you feel! And if you aren’t, tell me what you find weird about my arrangement or what you couldn’t do or why! Give me perspectives! Give me interesting stories! Hand them over! :)
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2020.09.27 17:02 GhostoftheSnow New Valley Mental Asylum all current parts

Frost Bites
Final journal entry of New Valley Mental Asylum patient #353 Bjorn Jonson. Patient would often wrap himself in several blankets, and wear as many layers of clothing as possible. He often suffered from heat stroke because of this. Had an intense fear of the cold, blaming a fictional creature. Bjorn was found dead in his room, with autopsy revealing fatal necrosis of the brain, in accordance with symptoms of frostbite. How this occurred is still under investigation.
The journal entry has been published with familial consent under the Awareness Project, a project that hopes to help shed light on the complex and unfortunately often disturbing aspects present in a variety of mental illnesses that many of our patients exhibit. Scribbles, sketches, and gibberish footnotes have been removed for clarity's sake.
It was in the woods. On the mountain. It was so cold, and now I am too. I fear it. I see it in my dreams, hear it in my head. I hate it, I hate it. It was on a trip. My friends and I, we went to the forest. We were the first it seems. It was there, the beast. A mass of flesh and vines and unholy things. I spoke to us. I escaped. We fled it, up the mountain. The second of three. The goats were there and then they were dead. The skin was gone. It wanted ours. Our fear stopped us from going back down, down to the horror of vines and flesh and eyes and mouths. I wish we had. The wind blew very hard. It’s voice carried on it. We lost sight of each other. Alf was there, and then he wasn't. He lost his skin. Then he came back but it wasn’t alf. We threw him off a cliff. Heard him shatter.
The wind still blew. It came in our dreams, the unholy mass of arms that grab and dangle, bones that splinter and support, legs that move and drag. Told us only one. Ivar went mad, lusted for blood. I left him in the snow, the red snow. He was there and then he wasn’t. He came back too. I couldn’t fight him again. I was bitten, but he was torn away. Older one wanted me instead. The mass of vines that tangle and strangle, meat that rots and grows stopped it. Said I get to live. I left the mountain, met the beast. Left me a mark, allowed me to return. I ran and I ran, back to the car. Drove home. Wife didn’t believe me, children didn’t trust me. Sent them to the woods to see. The kicked and screamed so I hit them. Laida stopped moving after the 5th hit. Athelstan slept crying, but quieter than before. Siggy’s head bled from the gash on her scalp. She stopped moving too. Dumped them in the forest. It was upset. Said I wasn’t protected anymore. Took siggy, he said it was too late. Laida and Athlestan were taken too, but I knew it wouldn’t kill them. Sent me to the mountain. Found a strange knife, near a face in the oak. Fool, that face was. Killed Ivar, he shattered at the scratch of it. Went to face older one, couldn’t find it. New one was there, someone else, from far away.
I left the mountain, got back to my car. Drove home. Cops were there. Took me away. Mama was crying, papa was mad. I hated when Papa was mad. They sent me to this place, New Valley. Its too cold here, people are too cold. They say I’m mad but I’m not. I’m just cold. I still see it in my dreams. The mass of hateful things, but of a kindness unfamiliar to us. Won’t hurt those respectful of its rules. I disrespected it by bringing my family. I hate it. It says it will send it here, the mummy of ice. To finish what Ivar started. I know it won’t. Too far from it for that. All it can do is torment me. My head feels cold but my body is finally warm. It says soon. It says hel waits for me. I know, but its so cold there, I hate it, I hate it, I HATE IT…
New Valley Mental Asylum Awareness Project: Shadows of Doubt
Transcript from audio Interview of New Valley Mental Asylum patient #853 Jessica Moore. Mrs. Moore exhibits an extreme fear of the d̷̲̀a̴̬̚r̵̪͝k̸̦̃ , so much so that she refuses any clothing or bedding out of fear of creating a shadow. She has requested her cell be illuminated 24/7, and that the door to her c̵͕̄e̸̬̕l̷̥͘l̶̲̈́ seals completely to the frame. Originally denied, she was supplied with bedding and clothing, which she proceeded to use to stuff in any and all gaps in the door frame, resulting in a jam. After the door was removed, it was discovered that Mrs. Moore had stayed awake for around 53 hours, after which she collapsed from lack of food and s̷̺̏l̸̡͌e̵͉̐e̶̱͠p̶̢̚. Her eyelids showed signs of d̶̜͂ǎ̸͚m̵̦̒a̸̦̿g̸̭̒e̴͖̊, as if she were trying to rip them off, but lacking any sharp tools, she failed. After treatment in the infirmary which resulted in a complete meltdown and the injury of 3 orderlies, such requests have been granted. The í̷͜n̶̩̈́t̶͇͠ȅ̶̼r̴̢̛v̴̠̚ī̵̟ë̷̗́w̸̖̐ was taken by Dr. Laszlo (Dr. L) after Mrs. Moore (MM) had been sedated and placed back into her cell.
Transcript has been published under the Awareness Project, a project that hopes to help shed light on the complex and unfortunately often ḍ̵̔i̴̲̽s̴͇͝t̸̨̉u̷̬̕r̴̖̓b̵͕̈ḯ̴͙n̴͚͠g̸̯͘ aspects present in a variety of mental illnesses that many of our patients exhibit. Non-verbal actions are placed in Italics and parentheses. Mrs. Moore is not and will not be available for interviews by 3rd parties for the foreseeable future. Thank you for your cooperation.
Dr. Laszlo: Mrs. Moore, could you tell me when you developed this… crippling fear of the dark?
Mrs. Moore: Well, I’ve always been afraid of the dark, we all were as kids. I guess it stuck with me a bit more than I’d like to admit.
Dr. L: Mrs. Moore, a fear of the dark is all well and good, even as an adult. People are afraid of all sorts of things, from harmless insects to crossing bridges. But you and I both know this fear is a little more… severe.
MM: (silent for s̴̟͑e̴͍̽v̵̜͐e̸̙͝r̸̮̍a̸̚ͅl̶͈͝ moments) Yeah, you’re right. I’m a bit of a nut case, huh? I hurt those folks just trying to do their jobs, and I even tried to rip my eyelids off! My husband, bless his heart, was probably right for putting me here.
Dr. L: Right, mind explaining why you have such violent outbursts when exposed to the potential of shadows being produced, and why you force yourself to stay awake for days at a time?
MM: (s̵̻̑ḯ̷̥g̸̼̎ḫ̸̓s̷̙̈́.) Sure. when Mikey and Sarah
Dr. L: (cuts off MM) Your deceased children?
MM: (Pause) Yes, but they weren’t my kids, not anymore. Ahem When Mikey and Sarah were born, I couldn’t have been happier. Thomas and I were ecstatic for our first child, but when it was discovered I’d be having twins, he could hardly contain himself. We only wanted two children, so this was a godsend. I was happy too, because while I knew it would be a tough birth, I'd only have to be pregnant once.
Dr. L: Right, that’s lovely Mrs. Moore. I assume the fear began soon after the children were born.
MM: Yes, I’d say so. It was silly, but I always felt more comfortable with some sort of light on, whether it be my phone after it’s been plugged in, the TV playing while muted, and even a nightlight once or twice. I moved our kids into our room in case they needed to be changed or fed in the middle of the night. My husband is a good man, and he understood, but wasn’t super happy about it.
Dr. L: On the risk of sounding insensitive, Mrs. Moore, neither myself or my superiors care for the upbringing of your children, only about how this fear developed. Does your husband share a similar fear? Did he help you in anyway?
MM: (in an agitated tone.) No, he doesn’t. He hasn’t seen them, he doesn’t know. And as for helping me? He sent me here, didn’t he? That’s gotta be helpful, despite how rude you’re being Dr. Laszlo.
Dr. L: That is not what I meant, Mrs. Moore.
MM: Please, call me Jesse. It’s definitely easier that saying Mrs. Moore everytime.
Dr. L: Very well. Jesse, could you tell me what “They” are?
MM: Shadow Children.
Dr. L: What?
MM: You heard me, Shadow Children. The live in the dark, feeding off our fears. They want to be like us, some of them ARE us. They can come from anywhere that’s dark, but they need enough dark to touch us. It’s why I kept the lights on. They can appear but that can’t touch. Too much light can kill them.
Dr. L: (to himself. They are us, huh? Ș̴̈ţ̸̎ŗ̶̈a̷͉͐n̵̲̕g̴̺̑ẹ̵̎.) (To Mrs. Moore) Let’s say I believe you, Mrs… Jesse. If light can kill them, why don’t they avoid it all together? MM: Think of it like this. If you accidentally breathe in a little water while having a drink, you won’t die. You’ll cough it up. It’ll hurt or bother you for a bit, but it goes away eventually. But if you inhale a cup or two of water, you’re going to drown, even if you’re out of the water. It’s the same for them and light. They can take a bit of it for a while. When it’s truly dark, that’s when they can take you.
Dr. L: Hmmmm, is this why you killed your children? Because they were taken?
MM: (a chair is heard to shift violently when Mrs. Moore suddenly stands, and her restraints rattle) YES YES, NOW YOU GET IT!! It took them, it replaced them. My sweet babies were taken, consumed. Replaced with those… monsters!
Dr. L: Mrs. Moore…
MM: There one way you can tell, one way you can always tell. They desire to be in the dark, they hate sleeping with the lights on. Every so often you can see the shadows in the corners of their eyes when they look at you. You baby might smile and coo but they aren’t there anymore.
Dr. L: Mrs. Moore please, calm down!
MM: THEY TOOK MY BABIES AND REPLACED THEM WITH MONSTERS! THEY BLED LIKE PEOPLE BUT THEY WEREN’T! MY BABIES ARE GONE!
Dr. L: (Distance from r̴͑͜e̷̺͆c̶̦̐o̵̘͠r̴͖͆d̵̯͑i̵͚̇n̵̻̒g̴̦̔ device suggests Dr. Laszlo has backed into the far corner of the room) Mrs. Moore! JESSE! Please calm down!
MM: (At this point, Mrs. Moore has begun to scream and sob uncontrollably, thrashing violently against her restraints. Gashes from in places where the restraints dig into her body, and her mouth is b̸̡̛l̵̪̉e̴̱̾é̵̩d̴̡̃i̸͎͘n̸̡̒g̶͕͌ from self inflicted wounds to the cheeks and tongue) AAAARGH THEY TOOK THEM, MY BABIES, MY BABIES!! THOMAS COULDN’T UNDERSTAND! HE CALLED ME CRAZY, HAD YOU FUCKERS CART ME AWAY LIKE A COW TO THE SLAUGHTERHOUSE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! THEY’RE GONE AND THEY TOOK THEM, THEY REPLACED THEM!! THEY DIDN’T THINK I’D KNOW BUT I COULD TELL. THOSE LITTLE BASTARDS WEREN’T MY SWEET BABIES. GET THIS SHIT OFF OF ME! RAAAAGH!
(Fearing for his safety, Dr. Laszlo hits the p̶̖̀a̴̋ͅn̴͎̍i̵͕̿c̷̖̏ button and calls in orderlies with his radio)
Dr. L: HEY, GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE! I NEED THIS CRAZY BITCH TAKEN CARE OF!
(Several orderlies with protective equipment enter the room to further ř̶̩ë̸̖́ș̸̍ț̴̄r̶̠̆a̵̡̍i̶̮̾n̵̝͌ ̷̟̔ and sedate her. After the sedative takes hold, Mrs. Moore is relocated to her cell after being treated for her wounds)
Dr. L: Fucking Hell, I knew she was batshit but that took a really sudden turn. Thanks boys, I was getting pretty scared there. She might’ve been a woman but being as crazy as she is, I wouldn’t want to fight her. But I’m curious, lets shut the lights out on her one night and see what happens.
She will be continually monitored for further signs of distress and violent episodes. Dr. Laszlo has since been r̷͈̄e̵̠͝p̴̥̓r̶̨̂ǐ̵̩ṃ̶̈́ả̶̪ǹ̴͚d̵̉͜ȩ̴͑d̵̯͑ ̸̰̉ ̴̖͒ ̸̯͗ ̵̫̚ for unprofessional conduct towards a patient, and his proposal to have Mrs. Moore be exposed to the dark unwillingly has been denied due to concerns over the physical and mental health hazards this could produce, even if sedated or otherwise restrained.
Fool’s Ballad
The following publication is a section of the private journal of patient #68: Sylvester Anastas, willingly donated to the Awareness Project. Mr. Anastas insists his true name is Orpehus, the mythical musician and poet. Though he fancies himself as such, his writing style is not reflective of this. Mr. Anastas was interred at New Valley by his wife after he suddenly left his career as a pharmacist to pursue music. He also refused to acknowledge her as his wife, instead spending hours on end attempting to play a crude, homemade lyre and singing about Eurydice, another mythological figure. When his lyre is removed from his possession, Mr. Anastas becomes violent to himself and others, ripping chunks of flesh off of his arms and legs with his teeth. When asked why he does this, he claims that he was under attack by Maenads, and that the orderlies sent to save him were warriors sent by Zeus so that he may continue to serenade the gods with his music. Mr. Anastas has expressed a willingness to be interviewed, and due to the nature of his illness, NVMA director Dr. Richter has approved an “ask box” where anyone may ask Mr. Anastas questions. Questions and Mr. Anastas’s responses will be monitored, and if deemed necessary, edited and/or removed. Thank you for your cooperation.
Oh how I miss my dear sweet Eurydice! Each day I long once more for her embrace! That vile woman, that Mary, she had me put here! Oh and that doctor! Hark he is in cahoots with that wretch! They put me in this horrid place! By the Gods! If I were a violent man they would sooner taste the steel of my blade than be graced with my music! Woe is me, for I am an artist, and I shan’t deny the world what it deserves! That whore Mary claims I was a doctor who dabbled in alchemy, but she is wrong! This is not Sylvester but the Noble Orpheus, the man who makes Hermes green with envy at the way I pluck at the strings of his invention! How my delicate fingers glide with efficacy , and my voice soothes that even the vicious lion would sit with a feeble lamb in its paws and feel nothing of hunger or bloodlust!
The doctors shall never understand that I must see Hades, I must rescue my dear, sweet wife from the claws of death! I appealed with success once before, surely the god of death would have the power to let me try again! Oh but woe is me, for I have no way out of this place! Perhaps if I adopt this “Sylvester” Identity I will be set free of my shackles! Nay i am too honest, I could never deceive these people! Besides, I know nothing about that man.
Eurydice waits for me, I know she does. She cries and cries in the company of the dead and damned waiting for her husband. I will return to her one day, I know I will, either through death or by bringing her to the surface. I wouldn’t dare make the same mistake as the one that took her from me. There is a doctor here, Ms. Amber. She reminds me so much of my lost love. When the Maenads attack me, I think of her and I try to endure for her sake. Perhaps she is the reincarnation of the apple of my eye, the sugar atop my pastry. I am good because it lets me speak to her more. She thinks she can bring Sylvester to the surface but he’ll never come back. His body is mine now. Though his body is wretched as his wife, the gorgon, I can still ply my craft. Back to the doctor. She showed me her office once. It was filled with portraits of the wretched pups called children. How dare any man other than I sully the garden of Eurydice! I’ll kill him, I’ll do it if I ever see him. Or so I’d like to think. I’m far too much the artist to ever resort to violence.
They say that the bite marks and scars are from a self inflicted origin, but I know it was from those horrid forest women, jealous of my dear wife and angryI would not be overcome by lust. The divine warriors, clad in white, would always rescue me from their attempts to tear me asunder. For now I’ll play my music, and pine after my dear sweet Ms. Amber, my Eurydice. We shall be together soon enough, either in life or death. For Now I shall just watch…
Due to Mr. Anastas’s obsession with Dr. Amber, she has been asked to work with him on regaining his true Identity, as he seems to trust her more than anyone else. However, It will be in strictly monitored sessions due to this obsession. Any questions for Mr. Anastas will be reviewed, and if deemed appropriate will be presented to him for answering. An answer is not promised, and if one is given that is not deemed appropriate, it will not be shared. Thank you for your Cooperation.
Snake in the Grass
Interview of NVMA patient #236 Tobais Alistar. Mr. Alistar has multiple personality disorder, with 36 observed personalities. However, 4 (not including Tobias) are prominent, claiming a shared “Alpha Status”. We believe that these personalities are the ones most often utilised during Mr. Alistar's ‘activities’ prior to admittance to New Valley. Mr. Allistar is one of the more violent patients, having escaped the death penalty due to his condition. Great care is taken around Mr. Allistar, especially when he is presenting as Tobias, as he will qucikly shift to either “Butch” or “Queenie”, his more violent personalities, if given the chance to do harm. He is responsible for the death of at least 3 other patients before being placed into a more secure, solitary area. When approached for an interview, Mr. Alistar claimed he would provide an interviewer. NVMA Director Dr. Richter greenlit this unorthodox scenario due in part to private curiosity, and in the interest of the Awareness Project, which he is spearheading. Transcript has been published under the Awareness Project, a project that hopes to help shed light on the complex and unfortunately often disturbing aspects present in a variety of mental illnesses that many of our patients exhibit. Non-verbal actions are placed in Italics and parentheses. Due to safety concerns, Mr. Alistar will not be available for an in person interview for the foreseeable future, but will be available for a similar Q&A as Mr. Anastas. Similarly, if a question or answer is deemed inappropriate, censorship or removal may occur. If a question is deemed inappropriate, it will not be answered by Mr. Alistar. Thank you for your Cooperation…
Interviewing personality: IP (20’s radio show host impression)
Tobais: T (Quiet, often barely speaking above a whisper)
Butch: B (gruff tone, Australian accent)
Queenie: Q (‘Valley Girl’ impression)
Big Steve: BS (baritone, deepest voice of heard personalities)
Begin Interview:
(Frequent action: Movement from one side of the table to other, Will not be indicated, instead known to occur when personality switches from IP to the other 5)
IP: Mr. Tobais, ya mind telling me why ya did that to those people?
T: I-I-I-I I didn’t, it was butch and queenie, I swear! They made me do it. I’m the first but not the strongest! They did it. Butch l-likes to cut and Queenie likes the domination and b-b-blood.
IP: I see, heh. So Butch…
B: Fuck you want? I’m a busy man. Don’t make me rip yer throat out mate. Oh I’d love to cut out yer heart ya drongo. Feel it ba-boom ba-boom in my hand til I squeeze the last bits out of it for me girl. She’s a feisty sheila. (during this tobias makes the motions of drawing a blade across the chest of an imaginary body, then slowly closing the fist, as if squeezing something)
IP: Your girl? Do you mean Queenie, perhaps, chum?
Q: He’s like, totally not your chum. And yeah, totally. I like, Love the blood you know? Its like so warm and like, delicious. I just love to drink it! Waaaaaaaaaaaay better than a margarita or a daiquiri. I’m like soooooooo lucky my butchy cuts out the best parts for me! Hehehehe.
IP: I see. So steve, mind talking to us about how you feel?
BS: I hate blood and guts. I hate looking at all the cuts. Watching poor folks on thier backs try to squirm, makes me think of a little worm. When I think of that thing so small and pink, makes me think of fish that stink.
IP: Ah, you fancy yourself a poet huh? Gotta say bub, those were some lovely rhyme, and just in time! This interview was starting to make me nervous!
BS: No.
IP: O-oh, I see. Ahem, moving on. Tobias, my friend, you still with us?
T: Huh? Y-yeah. Its just, they scare me, Butch Queenie, and Steve. Butch and Queenie for reasons you a-a-a-already know, and Big Steve c-c-cause he could snap at a-any moment. Especially if you insult the way he talks.
IP: Huh, noted, lad. Now, could you tell me where this all started?
T: Y-y-you mean when everyone m-m-moved in? I’d say it was cause of uncle bobby and my step-daddy.
IP: Tell me about them.
T: W-well… (His head begins to shake, and he clutches the sides as if in agony)
B: I HATED BOBBY
Q: DADDY, DADDY NO!
BS: Horrid men, made us feel like a cornered hen. He was hungry for a feast, and we were fodder for the beast.
IP: Is everything alright?
T: No, no, please. Let me just tell him. They aren’t here anymore, can’t hurt us. Can’t enter the hive.
B: You’re right, he can't.
Q: daddy no, please, I’m safe here
BS: Indeed, in this place they cannot feed.
IP: Who is ‘they’, chums? Uncle Bobby and Step-daddy?
T: Y-Yeah, you weren’t there. not with us. You only just got here.
B: I cut his throat, ate his heart, used his liver as lube to skull-
Q: Butchy, sweetie, like everyone hates that you did that. Lets like, not talk about it like ever again, ok? Thanks babe!
B: Sorry sweetie, won’t happen again.
IP: (Clears throat in a nervous fashion) That’s a very… colorful image, Mr. Butch.
B: innit? It feels greater than you’d think. Just pop out an eye and-
BS: Butch, that scene, its horrendous. The fact you find such pleasure makes you a monster that’s quite tremendous.
B: Oi that was a shitty line, stevie. Bad rhyme.
BS: What did you say to me, man? I’ll cook your flesh in a frying pan.
B: How ya gonna do that, Stevie? We’re all stuck with this meek little thing.
T: P-Please stop guys, you’re starting to really scare me.
B: Oh yeah? Is that SO? I’LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO BE SCARED OF TOBY BOY!
Tobias begins to roll on the floor, throwing punches and attempting to defend himself from an imaginary assailant. Ordierles dressed in protective gear restrain him while a sedative is administered. After Mr. Alistar comes to, he thanks the orderlies for helping him while Big Steve and Queenie calmed down Butch. Bruises began to form on his face from suspected self inflicted wounds. After being examined by medical staff, Mr. Alistar requests to be placed back in his cell, which is granted. At this time, the Interviewing Personality has not been seen to resurface, but may return upon a secondary interview with Mr. Alistar. Dr. Richter has greenlit a secondary session on a TBD date.
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2020.09.27 09:32 StanleyBolten QAnon supporter Praying Medic @PrayingMedic was right: Justice John Roberts deserves Presumption of Innocence but so does ALL AMERICANS – Justice for Brian D. Hill of USWGO Alternative News

QAnon supporter Praying Medic @PrayingMedic was right: Justice John Roberts deserves Presumption of Innocence but so does ALL AMERICANS – Justice for Brian D. Hill of USWGO Alternative News
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by Laurie Azgard
Justice John Roberts is being accused of possibly being on the serial child molester Jeffrey Epstein flights on the Lolita Express due to a “John Roberts” name appearing two times on the flight log as well as “Bill Gates” Virginia Roberts, and “President William Jefferson Clinton” or Bill Clinton. However Praying Medic @prayingmedic a QAnon supporter is right in response to my last article. Justice John Roberts as well as ALL American citizens deserves the right to the presumption of innocence until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt when accused of committing a crime. That constitutional due process right does not just apply to Supreme Court justices. It applies to all.

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Praying Medic said “I would be careful of making assumptions. There are thousands of people with that name“. Still the former U.S. President’s name and title “President” is on the flight logs referring to Bill Clinton, and so why not the Chief Supreme Court Justice? Let the allegations begin and then the rights of the defense John Roberts in the court of public opinion.
Logically it would make sense to suspect blackmail and compromise when the Justice is making anti-republican decisions in favor of abortion, DACA which is not a law but only an executive order created and signed by former President Barack Obama but John Roberts treated it as a law, and made a decision in favor of mandatory payments to health insurance in favor of the forced mandates to buy health insurance which is SLAVERY. No free country should ever force payments to private health insurance against your will. No law or executive decree shall force a private citizen to be indebted to a private corporation, private business, or company as it takes away the civil liberties and freedoms of each individual of the United States of America. It is corporate fascism, not freedom. It is slavery, not responsibility, treating everyone as children and punishing them by taking away their allowance by not wanting to do what BIG DADDY wants. Also the chief justice of the Supreme Court also has the power to appoint officers over the Administrative Office of the United States Courts [AOUSC], a agency over the oversight of federal probation, federal courts, and over federal court security. The AOUSC is over the appellate and district Article III courts and judges, and has a certain amount of power and discretion. So the chief justice of the Supreme Court is the most powerful position of the U.S. Constitution’s federal Article III judiciary. The power to interpret the Constitution and laws passed by Congress as well as executive orders and actions under the executive branch of government. It is logical to assume that Jeffrey Epstein would compromise John Roberts or anybody even associated with the chief justice position of the Supreme Court. To those who worry about political corruption and judicial corruption, it is logical to assume and fear that John Roberts may or may not be guilty of being compromised by the pedophile rings and the deep state swamp intelligence operations. This ain’t referring to the CIA when talking about the Deep State swamp , but networks of Deep State shadow government [second national and/or state government acting as the US government but not under the Constitution and lawful confines such as the separation of powers] and ShadowNet operations being conducted with connections with different positions of government including the FBI, NSA, CIA. DHS, DIA, and any other position within a government agency or branch of government.
Now let us hear John Robert’s side of the story in his defense as he is entitled the right to defend himself against a criminal allegation as he is a lawyer and a judge/justice and he knows that. More than likely he will definitely deny being part of the Jeffrey Epstein flights, so in other words he will highly likely deny involvement with Jeffrey Epstein. Unless videos, photographs, or any credible witnesses come forth against him and say under oath or affirmation that they had witnessed John Roberts hanging out with Jeffrey Epstein and actually engaging in child sex acts or any sexual activity with children, he is to be presumed innocent as what is deserved of all American citizens regardless of what stature or what position or office held inside or outside of government, even if never involved in government or only involved in private business. It doesn’t matter whether somebody works for the government or the courts or even law enforcement. All Americans are entitled by law to the presumption of innocence until proven guilty. That right to such position should not just be reserved to federal judges or justices of a Supreme Court or of any court or office. That right to such position should not just be reserved to police officers, FBI agents, and any other law enforcement.
See some articles about what is being alleged here: JOHN ROBERTS: ANOTHER EPSTEIN CONNECTION? DID SUPREME COURT JUSTICE JOHN ROBERTS JUST GET FILETED BY THE EPSTEIN TAPES ? Pen-N-Sword II

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Praying Medic is right, all American citizens are entitled to the due process right of the presumption of innocence until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. Before I make any further arguments in John Robert’s favor, this week will be the deciding week as to whether the Supreme Court will grant the petition for “Writ of Certiorari” in the case of “Brian David Hill v. United States District Court for the Middle District of North Carolina”.

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Both associate justices Brett Kavanaugh and Clarence Thomas were falsely accused of sex allegations in an attempt to either bring them down so that they could never hold public office or to be used as a way to compromise them whether the sex allegations were true or false. Something to hang over their heads even if it ain’t true. With both of those justices as US citizens, they are also presumed innocent until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt.
Brian David Hill, aka Brian D. Hill formerly of USWGO alternative news from 2009-2012 was never given the same right as John Roberts, Brett Kavanaugh, Donald Trump, or even Clarence Thomas, the right to be presumed innocent until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. Those rights cannot be protected with a corrupt judge, corrupt lying prosecution, or ineffective assistance of counsel. Fraud upon the court allegations were never responded to in the district court record. Three motions for sanctions and the US attorney assistant Anand Prakash Ramaswamy who was accused of defrauding the court and using perjury and misconstrued facts or evidence was never contested on the district court record where those three motions were filed.

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Meet Brian D. Hill!
Brian was accused of a computer sex crime [which can easily be fabricated with hacking tools such as PRISM and Vault-7 and Galileo Remote Control System], a crime similar to the allegations being thrown at Chief Justice John Roberts by those reviewing over the Epstein flight logs and any other investigative evidence, Justice Brett Kavanaugh, and Justice Clarence Thomas. It isn’t their positions in government which affords them the right to the presumption of innocence when accused of a crime. That right belongs to every single American citizen no matter what skin color, gender, office held, political background, personal background, professional background, or any background for that matter.
Brian D. Hill was never given any such right throughout his federal criminal case even though his entire criminal case is tainted in fraud and due process deprivations including ineffective assistance of counsel. He alleged in his 2255 brief [part 1, part 2, part 3] that he was treated as though he was guilty before the jury trial and his lawyer would not investigative anything and wouldn’t let him see his own entire discovery material before the false guilty plea agreement. That John Roberts should understand if he is innocent of the crime of being involved with Jeffrey Epstein’s pedophile blackmail conspiracy. In regards to Brian, his family could not bond him out while Brian’s medical issues such as type 1 brittle diabetes were neglected by multiple county jails because there was going to be strict bond conditions and stipulations against him like for instance Brian was not going to be allowed to use a telephone and neither would his family in the four apartment complex that is interconnected at that time. Brian’s entire family and all of their apartments would be subject to searches and seizures without a warrant and without any rights just for bonding out Brian D. Hill. So his entire family would not allowed to use a telephone at all. Even jails and prisons have telephones and even the prison counselors guarantee attorney phone calls for prisoners who need to speak with their attorneys or allow them to mail out legal mail. Brian was also given stipulations of home imprisonment, no telephone and no way to contact his pretrial services officer to even get permission to leave the residence for medical reasons and legal visits with an attorney, Brian would have died in his apartment if released on bond because he would not even be allowed to see his doctor while out on bond which can last for months to years. Brian was given less rights and was already treated like he was guilty of his computer possession sex crime. After Brian falsely plead guilty for being given a promise of a time served prison sentence, Brian was placed immediately on supervised probation. On that conditions, Brian was allowed to text message and he was allowed to use the telephone. Brian was given more legal rights for falsely pleading guilty which is a perjury charge risk. That itself is a sheer deprivation of due process and deprivation of Brian’s constitutional right to being presumed innocent of his crime until he is proven guilty by a jury of his peers beyond a reasonable doubt, that never happened with Brian. Why was Brian given more rights by falsely admitting gilt and accepting responsibility for his charge rather then be given rights until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt? Brian’s only crime was possessing computer files when anybody can hack a computer to plant child porn which can be as easy to plant or modify any computer file as long as you know how to reverse engineer? Why was Brian treated like such a dangerous violent criminal in Federal Court when there was no allegation of violence and no actual sexual misconduct ever alleged against Brian except just possession of computer files when possession is easy to fabricate?
Until the Jeffrey Epstein situation and investigations is sorted out, should John Roberts be treated as bad of a sex criminal defendant as with Brian David Hill? Should he be treated guilty until he proves his innocence? Should John Roberts be treated like a violent animal placed on permanent home detention and no phone calls allowed to anybody even his pretrial services officer if charged? Should John Roberts be barred from calling probation and not allowed to visit the doctor? Should John Roberts be treated like he is guilty until proven innocent because that was how Brian David Hill the poor autistic man was treated? Brian D. Hill was not given the presumption of innocence before he had falsely plead guilty under oath due to the Rule 11 colloquy. So should John Roberts also be treated as guilty of the Epstein connections of pedophilia until John Roberts spends million of dollars of his own money and be forced to apply for loans and mortgages trying to prove otherwise? They did that to a lowly poor and mentally handicapped criminal defendant with Autism Brian Hill so why not treat John Roberts with disdain and dishonor and mistreat him the exact same way they mistreated Brian for simply being accused of a crime? WHy not treat John Roberts as a VIOLENT ANIMAL until he proves that was not involved with Jeffrey Epstein because they treat lowly federal inmates as VIOLENT ANIMALS. The US Marshals treated Brian D. Hill as a VIOLENT ANIMAL as alleged in his book: “The Frame Up of Journalist Brian D. Hill” and in some cases due to his deteriorating health Brian was forced to get violent in jail against the jail guards when his diabetic blood sugar as low as the guards refused to get the medical staff involved until the next day and he would have died had he not gotten violent in Orange County Detention Center in Hillsborough, NC. So Brian was forcefully treated like a violent animal and his health was failing until he had to act out as a violent animal because he was already treated as one by the US Marshals. Brian was never charged because Brian’s violent uprising led to him being dragged with blood pouring out of his nose screaming “I AM BRIAN DAVID HILL OF USWGO ALTERNATIVE NEWS AND I WAS SET UP WITH CHILD PORNOGRAPHY, I AM BRIAN DAVID HILL OF USWGO ALTERNATIVE NEWS AND I WAS SET UP WITH CHILD PORNOGRAPHY,” etc etc. The violent uprising led Orange County to be forced to make a night phone call with a medical nurse and showed up, and treated his wounds, Brian had a broken nose. The nurse found that his blood sugar went back up in the 70’s range after he screaming and fighting back against the jail guards after he was caught eating sugar packets which led to his violent uprising. The nurse had to instruct the jail guards not to do this ever again and to give him a diabetic snack when his blood sugar was low, and because of that Brian was never charged for that violent uprising as his blood sugar was low and he could not think logically due to being medically deprived by the jail staff. If this is what Brian had go through when he should have been presumed INNOCENT until PROVEN GUILTY, This is what should happen to John Roberts since criminal defendants with type 1 diabetes are mistreated as violent animals. So John Roberts should be treated with the same disdain by the Marshals until he can prove his innocence. Right? Right? Right? NO every American is supposed to be given the presumption of innocence. Praying Medic needs to understand why we are taking an harsh position of arguments against Chief Justice John Roberts for not protecting poor and mentally handicapped criminal defendants rights to due process.
Praying Medic, we welcome you to respond to this entire article with your comments. We aren’t attacking you Praying Medic but some very good points are being made here. The Federal Court mistreated criminal defendant Brian David Hill and other average inmates until he and other criminal defendants admitted to being guilty of their charges and Brian was given a lot of reprieves for lying under oath about being guilty of a crime that he may not even be guilty at all. We want to hear what you have to say about this Praying Medic, about Brian David Hill being given virtually no rights and medical neglect to the point where he was forced to act out violently against the jail guards to get medical attention while John Roberts and other high government officials are given more rights than the average poor and disadvantaged citizens that cannot afford a good lawyer and have never been given the privilege of going to law school to become a good well trained lawyer.
So Praying Medic answer this: Does Brian David Hill deserve less constitutional and legal rights to the presumption of innocence than Justice John Roberts who may or may not be guilty of being involved with serial pedophile child rapist Jeffrey Epstein?
John Roberts does have the right to the presumption of innocence as he is in fact a citizen of the United States of America entitled to the same level of rights and medical care as everyone else, he is not any better than Brian David Hill or any other citizen of this great country. John Roberts, if you are reading this blog, consider my and other people’s allegations against you to be something of the court of public opinion and even in that arena you are given the right to be presumed innocent of the crime of pedophilia and child sexual abuse. Remember whose petition you are voting on Tuesday at the conference scheduled on September 29, 2020. Remember John Roberts by denying criminal defendant petitions alleging deprivation of due process rights such as the presumption of innocence until proven guilty as well as proven allegations of fraud upon the court by the prosecutor in federal criminal cases, we can very well say that we believe to the best of our knowledge that you may be guilty of being associated with serial child molester Jeffrey Epstein and treat you the exact same way that the Federal Court in North Carolina had treated Brian David Hill here, that is our right as it is equal protections under the law. Either we all have rights or none of us do and that includes John Roberts. If you feel that Brian’s petition should be denied and not be entitled in any court to any constitutional rights, then you John Roberts are a traitor and deserve no rights and no right to the presumption of innocence. John Roberts in that instance will have failed to protect the average citizens constitutional rights when accused of federal crimes and should be treated the exact same way as federal inmates and should be caged like a violent wild animal and treated as such even if he did nothing wrong. We need to address whether rights apply to only judges and justices or to ALL OF US.
Even QAnon shows the picture of the heading words at the Supreme Court building: “Equal Justice under Law”. Remember that John Roberts if you read this article or any articles of Justice for Brian D. Hill of USWGO alternative news. God bless America, Where We Go One We Go All.

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2020.09.27 03:22 TA_AITA856 WIBTA if I told my boss his girlfriend is with him only for his money?

Sorry for how long this got.
So, my boss is dating my cousin. He's a great guy, who I've worked under for almost 10 years now and I'm happy to say we are good friends. She's a great girl too, she's in college (law school), just turned 23, and has always been a sweet and funny girl, and we're close too. She says I'm her favorite cousin and her best friend.
My boss went through a pretty rough divorce, and after a year of a sort f mourning, he told me he wanted to start dating again. He's our company's cfo, has a solid career, but he says his real dream is to have a family, which was one of the reasons for his divorce as his ex didn't want to have kids. I mentioned him to my cousin during a family birthday gathering and she showed a huge interest in him. Except she asked once how much I think he makes a year but tried do it covertly.
So I set them up together. He seemed very happy when I proposed it to him even though I tried to tell him she was kind of young for him. They've been dating for three months now, and during this time she got a new laptop, iPhone and other stuff, like textbooks, outfits or "spa days from him. Last week he told me that they'd only actually gone out 3 times and she hadn't put out but he really wanted to see where this would go.
Fast foward to this Thursday, she waltzes into our office and goes straight to his room. The walls are glass so I can see them talking and him giving her his credit card. On her way out, she asks me out for a coffee so I meet her at the mall on my lunch break. When I got there she had about 300 shopping bags and nails and hair done. I didn't have to ask, as she squealed excitedly about as soon as I sat down that it was all on him. She'd gotten a couple outfits for job interviews (really expensive) as well as lingerie and makeup and said, and I quote, that she was finally going to let him fuck her.
I told her that what she was doing was wrong and that I'd out her, and she got really angry and said that they were both getting something out of their "relationship" and that it was none of my business and that she regretted sharing things with me.
So, I want to give him a heads up about her intentions but I realize there's a slight chance that he's aware and is "sugaring"her, as in as a sugar daddy. I just feel bad that I introduced her to him and I don't want to see him getting hurt. WIBTA if I had a talk with him?
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2020.09.26 19:38 nicole71594 So I have the Sugar Life mod. Dina arranged a date with Bjorn, a potential sugar daddy BUT GUESS WHO SENSED IT AND FOLLOWED HER HUSBAND ALL THE WAY TO OASIS SPRINGS AND DECIDED TO SIT & WATCH. Never mess with Clara Bjergsen.

So I have the Sugar Life mod. Dina arranged a date with Bjorn, a potential sugar daddy BUT GUESS WHO SENSED IT AND FOLLOWED HER HUSBAND ALL THE WAY TO OASIS SPRINGS AND DECIDED TO SIT & WATCH. Never mess with Clara Bjergsen. submitted by nicole71594 to Sims4 [link] [comments]


2020.09.26 07:24 Stormtrooper080 I (25M) found out my GF(23F) had sex with her (30M) year old cousin when she was 20.

I have a very open honesty policy in my relationships; i like to tell people all my baggage and everything about myself so they know what they’re getting into. ( past relationships; PTSD etc) so my gf told me she had 2 sexual partnership prior which is fine to me because see its not the number of partners but the honesty that matters to me. To my dismay my gf told me that she slept with her cousin in a one night stand because he was rich and wanted him to be her“ sugar daddy”. ( meanwhile cheating on her current relationship at the time). So in reality she really slept with 3 people. To me i was shocked because she always told me sex was about love and intimacy which is a huge component to why i dated her because i felt the same way but now not only did she cheat ( which she told me she was really against) she lied about prior sexual history but at the same time sleeping with a relative. IM in such shock and dismay and literally had a panic attack next to her; any advice is greatly appreciated i want to cope and learn how to deal with this in a healthy way.
TL: DR GF( 23 F) slept with cousin(30M) when she was 20; while in a relationship; and lied to me about ever cheating before and the people she slept with.(NOT SATIRE honest to god need help)
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2020.09.25 22:11 cheapfakesunglasses Women liking u for ur money is no less/more shallow than for ur height+looks.

Invest, boyos.
Become a sugar daddy when you are 40. Or 50. Or later.
The difference between you, an old sugar daddy, and chad, is that you earned the ability to attract women against evolutionary odds, whereas he didn’t do shit.
It’s not ideal, but it’s better than nothing. It hurts to not be inherently wanted, but it probably hurts to be a KHHH virgin even more. Sure chad got to enjoy all those decades while you were biding your time and waiting. But I’d rather have one slice of pizza than none at all, even if another guy got a whole fucking pie.
It’s much more obvious when a woman is dating for money than for looks. It sticks out like a sore thumb. But honestly, it’s only slightly taboo in the female sphere. Money is a resource, and an indicator of success and protection. Height and looks are indicators of good genes, so their primal brains consider it an indicator of survival success, but it’s not really that different when you think about it.
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2020.09.25 04:58 laceylee96 Common Mistakes for Novice Sugar Babies and How to Avoid

This is an "experienced" sugar baby's account of her real sugar dating experience. "I had made many mistakes and encountered many setbacks during when I was a novice sugar baby. Now I'd like to sum up a few lessons and show you guys how to avoid them."
  1. Meaningless consumption of time
Time is money, especially in sugar dating. Even on the most prestigious sugar daddy website, there are many scammers who will waste your time and energy. They pretend to be successful people to defraud your personal information for criminal activities, or treat you as a free emotional mentor for comfort.
How to avoid it: Tell a potential sugar daddy what you are looking for when communicating with him. If he is vague or cannot meet your expectations, then skip him. If sugar daddy is unwilling to pay the allowance and wants to get more benefits from you, then skip him. Talking about money is tacky, but the sugar relationship cannot avoid money and material things.
  1. No future plans
I admit that when I get a lot of benefits from the sugar relationship, I feel a little ecstatic. I bought a new mobile phone, a lot of clothes, shoes, high-end cosmetics, various luxury goods and so on. When I didn't know what else to buy, my sanity finally returned. I started to save my money and plan ahead every time I pay.
How to avoid it: To avoid the abuse of money, you can plan ahead. You can reserve expenses such as tuition, transportation, living expenses, rent, and shopping in advance to save unnecessary expenses. And make good plans for the future, such as using the sugar daddy allowance to learn new skills and improve yourself. Avoid having nothing after the sugar relationship ends, and repeatedly looking for the next sugar daddy to pay you the rent.
  1. "Tethered" by sugar daddy
The life spoiled by sugar daddy is sweet and easy. Especially after sugar daddy helps you solve the pressure of money. But many sugar babies will agree to do something against their hearts because they want to get "income" from sugar daddy. For example, she will be compelled to give up personal time and space, accept the strange sex quirks of sugar daddy, and so on.
How to avoid it: If your sugar daddy threatens you with an allowance and you feel uncomfortable or even scared, end the relationship immediately. Sugar relations should be comfortable and equal, without coercion or pressure.
  1. Fall in love with your sugar daddy
Never fall in love with your sugar daddy. From my personal experience, as well as the experience of many sugar babies, it ended badly.
As a new, innocent and childish sugar baby, I fell in love with my first sugar daddy. Associating with a successful and knowledgeable man with rich life experience, it is hard not to fall in love with him. He tolerates everything about me and guides my study and life. In this type of sugar relationship, desire and love are easily confused. I thought he and I would have a future. But he is married and we live far apart. So in the end our sugar relationship ended.
How to avoid it: Put the purpose first. Whether you want money, gifts, guidance, experience accumulation, don't lose yourself in a sweet sugar relationship and forget your original purpose. Once you and sugar daddy become a formal relationship, money can no longer be maintained. When I fall in love with my sugar daddy, I feel ashamed of asking him for money. Our relationship is mixed with money transactions and it feels like I am cheating on him.
  1. Make love at the first meeting
I had a long conversation with this sugar daddy on a dating site. We agreed to meet at a cafe near my house. After our brief talks, he took me to a nearby shopping mall for shopping, and then told me that he wanted us to be alone. Despite my panic, we still had a sex in the hotel room. His sweat and overweight body made me sick. I can only comfort myself with those new clothes worth 600 dollars.
How to avoid it: If you don’t want to, then make it clear to your sugar daddy before the first meeting: no sex. If you can accept having sex with sugar daddy when you meet for the first time, you must first make sure that you are suitable for each other (trust your intuition) and discuss the plan of the date in advance.
Sugar relationship, like any relationship, will have various problems. It takes personal experience to know what you will meet and how to solve it. >>Read More
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2020.09.24 23:15 HappierDaysAhead Ex gf wrecked me psychologically and I can’t let go of the shame of constantly seeking answers

This is a long read but if you want to hear screwed up, here it is. Dated her for 4 years was a bad relationship. She lied all the time. Would constantly block me after a couple of good weeks suddenly without explaination. Then ghost me and come back and be “in love again”. It conditioned me to freak out every time she did it and call text chase her. I was dumb but I fell into this pattern of conditioning, it was torture. There were many other horrible things also including violence.
But We broke up a year and half ago. She dated someone else. We still stayed in contact but it was still the same screwy game, I just couldn’t let go, so I stuck around in the wing.
Eventually her and that guy break up and she asks if she can stay with me for a bit before she gets her own place. I say yes, being the fool in love still. We move her in and things are great. Exciting we hook up. Tell each other we love each other all the time etc. how grateful she is I’m helping her. That she’ll always be here for me. Both agree she should be single awhile but talk about maybe dating again.
After the first week the nightmare begins.
On my birthday she starts setting up her own bedroom in my spare room. This immediately makes me feel weird because we didn’t talk about that. It also makes me feel rejected in some way that after the romance she doesn’t want to sleep with me but take over another room. I told her that it made me feel weird. Which turned into an argument and I said she had to move out soon because this is already throwing me off because of my feelings for her.
The argument ended with her breaking a bunch of plates, calling the old guy asking to move back, in which he declined. Ruined my birthday, she obvs didn’t get me a gift.
The next day she’s flying back to our home town for a week. Things are fine. She comes back we are about to hook up and she says she can’t. Because she hooked up with someone and the condom broke and didn’t want to confuse things. We weren’t exclusive but that was just too much for me.
I went down to play guitar out of my frustration. It was 11pm on a Saturday and we usually stay up late. She demanded I stopped and I said no it’s my house I want to play guitar for a bit. So she starts slamming doors over and over and screaming at the top of her lungs over and over again. I ask her to stop and she finally does.
20 mins later cops show up. Neighbor called because of her screams. Had to explain the situation and fortunately no one was arrested.
At this point I feel like such shit in my own house I can’t even sleep anymore.
We try to be amicable and focus on having a connection still. I didn’t suddenly stop loving her after this even though I wish I could.
The next weekend she asks me to plan a date so I do. She ghosts me the ENTIRE weekend. I’m so mad because of the ghosting but also because I can’t do anything because if she randomly comes back I have to let her in the building so I can’t go out and do anything.
I sent her a bunch of angry texts saying I’ve had it and she’s got to move out. She comes home and apologized said she stayed with a girlfriend. Which the next day I found out was a lie because she left a journal open saying she met some guy that weekend and they are exclusive already.
This gave me a legit anxiety attack, felt like I was going to have a heart attack which she calms me down and acts nice. Later that night she starts packing her luggage. I asked her if she’s leaving.
She says yes. I pry a bit more and she said some guy was supposed to give her 2k for nudes but he didn’t pay her so now she ‘has to go fuck guys for money’ and goes on this psychotic rant about men.
I assume this guy she’s seeing is paying her money some kind of sugar daddy thing because no one pays 2k for nudes.
A few days later she asks me for a loan because she can’t afford her apt move in cost as she just started a job (she has a good career). I was so stressed and wanted her out so I said yes but made her sign a promissory note. She said she was also going to get out of the relationship ship with this guy.
I give her the loan (1500). Over the next week things seem alright but occasionally she’d just be fuckkng mean to me for no reason. Told me she didn’t want to talk, to leave her alone whenever I just said hey how’s it going etc. telling me I haven’t helped her at all. Having her move in didn’t cost me anything and the loan she has to pay back that I’ve done nothing for her. one day she loves me and cares about me next day she’s just mean back and fourth.
She acts so mean to me one night that I did something to be a jerk. I texted some guy she’s been also banging off and on for years she was talking to that she had herpes and was just going to use him also (this is actually true). I felt bad for doing that it was petty, she flipped out but obviously they smoothed it over.
Then the weekend before she moves out she ghosts me again after making plans with me to hang out with that guy. I’m so angry at this point I sent a bunch of angry texts and said get your shit in a few days I don’t care anymore.
So her new guy is a lawyer and threatens me. So I said fuck it get your things now. She BRINGS this dude to move her out. I asked her not to or bring anyone else but she still does it. I leave because I don’t want to be there for that. Whole situation sucked gave me a ton of anxiety.
After they finally finish she texts me because the dude wants to meet me because I told her that dude coming over was fucked up. I said no twice. Then he texted me from her number and I’m just like dude leave.
The next day she gets her last things alone she’s being super friendly. So I thought alright cool at least this can end without pure resentment.
The next day I’m blocked everywhere the day before she’s supposed to pay the loan back. I lose my shit because I know she’s not paying me back now. I texted her like 30 times from another number about the loan and she needs to pay me back or I’ll go to small claims. So she tells me to fuck off a certain amount of times so she can claim I’m harassing her.
At this point I try to reach out a few more times and then I just say screw it you can keep it im tired.
She finally talks to me in the phone saying how grateful she is and she loves me and I’m a good person. But then tells me how the boyfriend was going to file lawsuits against my business and drain me in lawyer fees but she is going to talk him out of it.
Over the next day I lose my shit try texting her a million times from different numbers because I was seriously freaked out about this dude filing lawsuits against my business. I just wanted her to give me closure on that plus everything else that happened. It seriously destroyed my mental health and I have several alcohol induced text message breakdowns.
I would try texting her from different numbers begging for understanding. I feel so ashamed for doing that and it’s made me look utterly crazy. But I am so traumatized from all of this.
All of this happened over 30 days.
It’s been two weeks and she hasn’t given me a single response. I’m trying to move on from this but mentally I’m just ruined. This relationship over the years has seriously given me PTSD. How do I come to terms with this and move on?
Tl;dr: ex destroyed me psychologically over the years and recently. Need help letting go and feeling better / moving forward. Had multiple text message break downs.
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2020.09.24 18:42 Adoreu2 (Not my question, letting a friend ask on my account) How to start out being a sugar baby on a budget as a new college student. How can I start?

I'm a black, petite, and soft spoken international student transferring to FIU in Miami for my last two years in college (I also intend to go to grad school), taking on hefty student loans in order to pay. Since I will be on a budget and will have limited transportation outside of buses and the occasional UbeLyft to dates, how can I start meeting sugar daddies who are interested in short or long term arrangements? What websites should I use? I'm not neccessarily high maintence either. Most of the money I use will be saved and some occasionally will go towards some new outfits and lingerie, so I'm open to sugar daddies who aren't really filthy rich. It also may be worth mentioning I'm interested in being with women if the opportunity shows itself. I'm just looking for some general tips on how to start out on weekends in between my classes. I don't really have the resources to freestyle at upscale clubs, bars and hotels.
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2020.09.24 08:59 sailor_anon Do you think Dr. Phil could help me with my strange situation and get my brother to speak to me again?

I have A LOT going on right now and none it is ordinary. I was considering sending the story of how 2020 is going for me so far to Dr. Phil to see if he could help. This is what I would send:
Hi Dr. Phil, I'm facing a little bit of a dilemma.
So I have been extremely secretive about my sexuality my entire life, and I finally decided to come out as gay (lesbian) to my family on my 31st birthday.
We all went out to eat at a restaurant and my brother even got one of the waiters to congratulate me on "finally realizing who I am."
That same night, my sister's ex-boyfriend who had been flirting with me for months/years, wrecked his car and I ended up taking him home.
Well, one thing led to another and somehow I lost my virginity to him that night (virginity with a male; I've previously had sex with about 10 females).
It was completely unexpected. I never thought this would happen, especially with my sister's ex and at such weird timing (the literal day that I finally come out as gay).
Anyway, I have since moved on and have slept with a couple of my brother's friends since then, because my sister's ex decided to cheat on me while I was in New Mexico visiting my girlfriend.
I am now dating my brother's best friend and my brother isn't happy about it. He thinks it's "just really weird" and he has stopped talking to me. We haven't spoken in several months.
Also, I think that I could be pregnant and I am not sure if the father is my boyfriend or my sugar daddy.
Lastly, my boyfriend and I have been considering becoming pornstars and we want to come clean to our families about this but have a feeling they will react badly. They have no idea but I don't want them to find out from someone else with poor timing and delivery.
All of this is extra strange because I grew up trapped in an extremely abusive religious cult which I recently finally escaped and if the cult leader finds out, he might actually come after me and kill me.
I want to move past all of this so I can focus on my art career.
Please, Dr. Phil, we really need your help right now!!!
TLDR; my life in 2020 has been crazier than a book or movie. What should I do, and is going on Dr. Phil a good idea in your opinion?
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2020.09.23 18:50 Allthatjasmine Hiring a Domme to explore my kinks

I'm (28F) a sex worker with one long distance sugar daddy and no other sexual partners, it has almost a year since I have engaged in any kink and I miss it. I'm also bisexual and have never been with a dominant female partner so a friend of mine suggested that I seek out a domme and book a session to have this experience as well as treat myself. After a few months of looking, I think I've finally stumbled across a domme that makes me ahem feel things so I'm going to look into booking her for a date in the next month or so.
Does anyone have experience booking dommes? Is there a certain etiquette to adhere to? I'm already prepared to give my screening information, pay deposit/fee/tip, etc because I know that much from having done sex work but I've never actually negotiated a BDSM scene with a stranger. I'm slightly overwhelmed because this is the first time I'm seeing a professional who will have the experience to do basically anything I've dreamt of. Any and all tips welcome, I'm very nervous!
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2020.09.23 14:59 HappierDaysAhead Ex gf destroyed my psychologically. Need help moving on.

This is a long read but if you want to hear screwed up, here it is. Dated her for 4 years was a bad relationship. She lied all the time. Would constantly block me after a couple of good weeks suddenly without explaination. Then ghost me and come back and be “in love again”. It conditioned me to freak out every time she did it and call text chase her. I was dumb but I fell into this pattern of conditioning, it was torture. There were many other horrible things also including violence.
But We broke up a year and half ago. She dated someone else. We still stayed in contact but it was still the same screwy game, I just couldn’t let go, so I stuck around in the wing.
Eventually her and that guy break up and she asks if she can stay with me for a bit before she gets her own place. I say yes, being the fool in love still. We move her in and things are great. Exciting we hook up. Tell each other we love each other all the time etc. how grateful she is I’m helping her. That she’ll always be here for me. Both agree she should be single awhile but talk about maybe dating again.
After the first week the nightmare begins.
On my birthday she starts setting up her own bedroom in my spare room. This immediately makes me feel weird because we didn’t talk about that. It also makes me feel rejected in some way that after the romance she doesn’t want to sleep with me but take over another room. I told her that it made me feel weird. Which turned into an argument and I said she had to move out soon because this is already throwing me off because of my feelings for her.
The argument ended with her breaking a bunch of plates, calling the old guy asking to move back, in which he declined. Ruined my birthday, she obvs didn’t get me a gift.
The next day she’s flying back to our home town for a week. Things are fine. She comes back we are about to hook up and she says she can’t. Because she hooked up with someone and the condom broke and didn’t want to confuse things. We weren’t exclusive but that was just too much for me.
I went down to play guitar out of my frustration. It was 11pm on a Saturday and we usually stay up late. She demanded I stopped and I said no it’s my house I want to play guitar for a bit. So she starts slamming doors over and over and screaming at the top of her lungs over and over again. I ask her to stop and she finally does.
20 mins later cops show up. Neighbor called because of her screams. Had to explain the situation and fortunately no one was arrested.
At this point I feel like such shit in my own house I can’t even sleep anymore.
We try to be amicable and focus on having a connection still. I didn’t suddenly stop loving her after this even though I wish I could.
The next weekend she asks me to plan a date so I do. She ghosts me the ENTIRE weekend. I’m so mad because of the ghosting but also because I can’t do anything because if she randomly comes back I have to let her in the building so I can’t go out and do anything.
I sent her a bunch of angry texts saying I’ve had it and she’s got to move out. She comes home and apologized said she stayed with a girlfriend. Which the next day I found out was a lie because she left a journal open saying she met some guy that weekend and they are exclusive already.
This gave me a legit anxiety attack, felt like I was going to have a heart attack which she calms me down and acts nice. Later that night she starts packing her luggage. I asked her if she’s leaving.
She says yes. I pry a bit more and she said some guy was supposed to give her 2k for nudes but he didn’t pay her so now she ‘has to go fuck guys for money’ and goes on this psychotic rant about men.
I assume this guy she’s seeing is paying her money some kind of sugar daddy thing because no one pays 2k for nudes.
A few days later she asks me for a loan because she can’t afford her apt move in cost as she just started a job (she has a good career). I was so stressed and wanted her out so I said yes but made her sign a promissory note. She said she was also going to get out of the relationship ship with this guy.
I give her the loan (1500). Over the next week things seem alright but occasionally she’d just be fuckkng mean to me for no reason. Told me she didn’t want to talk, to leave her alone whenever I just said hey how’s it going etc. telling me I haven’t helped her at all. Having her move in didn’t cost me anything and the loan she has to pay back that I’ve done nothing for her. one day she loves me and cares about me next day she’s just mean back and fourth.
She acts so mean to me one night that I did something to be a jerk. I texted some guy she’s been also banging off and on for years she was talking to that she had herpes and was just going to use him also (this is actually true). I felt bad for doing that it was petty, she flipped out but obviously they smoothed it over.
Then the weekend before she moves out she ghosts me again after making plans with me to hang out with that guy. I’m so angry at this point I sent a bunch of angry texts and said get your shit in a few days I don’t care anymore.
So her new guy is a lawyer and threatens me. So I said fuck it get your things now. She BRINGS this dude to move her out. I asked her not to or bring anyone else but she still does it. I leave because I don’t want to be there for that. Whole situation sucked gave me a ton of anxiety.
After they finally finish she texts me because the dude wants to meet me because I told her that dude coming over was fucked up. I said no twice. Then he texted me from her number and I’m just like dude leave.
The next day she gets her last things alone she’s being super friendly. So I thought alright cool at least this can end without pure resentment.
The next day I’m blocked everywhere the day before she’s supposed to pay the loan back. I lose my shit because I know she’s not paying me back now. I texted her like 30 times from another number about the loan and she needs to pay me back or I’ll go to small claims. So she tells me to fuck off a certain amount of times so she can claim I’m harassing her.
At this point I try to reach out a few more times and then I just say screw it you can keep it im tired.
She finally talks to me in the phone saying how grateful she is and she loves me and I’m a good person. But then tells me how the boyfriend was going to file lawsuits against my business and drain me in lawyer fees but she is going to talk him out of it.
Over the next day I lose my shit try texting her a million times from different numbers because I was seriously freaked out about this dude filing lawsuits against my business. I just wanted her to give me closure on that plus everything else that happened. It seriously destroyed my mental health and I have several alcohol induced text message breakdowns.
I would try texting her from different numbers begging for understanding. I feel so ashamed for doing that and it’s made me look utterly crazy. But I am so traumatized from all of this.
All of this happened over 30 days.
It’s been two weeks and she hasn’t given me a single response. I’m trying to move on from this but mentally I’m just ruined. This relationship over the years has seriously given me PTSD. How do I come to terms with this and move on?
Tl;dr: ex destroyed me psychologically over the years and recently. Need help letting go and feeling better / moving forward. Had multiple text message break downs.
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2020.09.22 14:35 suicisugar I’m over two years clean. Lately the only thing keeping me from relapsing is that I’m a sugar baby to a few millionaires who would stop seeing me if I did.

TLDR at the bottom.
TW: mentioned CSA , long rambling post.
**to clarify I’m over 2 years clean from cutting.
I’ve been doing so good. 2-3 years ago lived and worked (at a doctors office) with my ex-girlfriend in an abusive home with her mother, “step-father” (more like a live-in-pain-in-the-ass), her druggie brother (we partook some as well but nowhere as much as he did), and her mentally reclining uncle who used to molest her... the whole situation was complicated to say the least.
I was 18. Got kicked out (from ex-gfs place), lost my job as an MA, lived with my folks for a bit, was assaulted, arrested, went out of control due to the assault awakening some CSA I had always known was there but until then felt indifferent about, went to treatment for 3 months, lived in an “Oxford house”, was sexually extorted and then kicked out from there, homeless for 1.5 months, and then eventually was accepted back home. All the while during this spiral smoking marijuana/cigarettes, watching a ton of porn, drinking, and attempting suicide a few times. But I got back home. The thing that got me to really really change was my ex wanting to get a sugar daddy, which I was fine with, until she chose him over me. I cut off my ex (in an immature way), stopped taking caffeine and all the meds my psyche had me on (a lot and I stopped taking them all at once, which yes I know you are not supposed to do) except vyvanse, worked on bettering myself and building a more solid relationship with my family (they put in work too), lost 45 lbs, got jacked, and now I’m 21 and almost finished with my associates (halfway through my BS I guess), which I have been paying for all by myself, and was working as a lab tech at my school. You don’t have any reason to believe me, especially from what all I just told you, but I’m actually intelligent and passionate about neuroentergastrology and it’s related microflora. I want to work in clinical research. Grades are not everything but until last semester I’ve only gotten 1 B in college. I cried so hard when I got a B in gen chem II. I punched my legs so much they were all bruised up the next day. But besides this, I haven’t cut for over 2 years.
But remember how I said I “was” working as a lab tech? Well COVID came along. For the end of the spring semester I was being paid to help the professors with online work but for the summer and fall, they didn’t have any student positions open. It’s just a community college. But I lived my whole life there. I worked there, met up with acquaintances, studied/ate/read/wrote/drew in the library, worked out in the gym, and of course attended class. I’d be there from 8AM to 8PM. I was doing so so good. I really learned to love myself, and I cry every time I think about how terribly I used to talk about/treat myself on a daily basis.
This place was my little heaven on earth.
I have been so disheartened by all of this as I’m sure most people have. I didn’t talk to anyone in high school, I was a depressed, anxious, paranoid mess and this community college felt like it was giving me a second chance.
I’ve slipped a bit, smoking marijuana a few times a week, isolating myself, being on tumblreddit too often, watching porn, masturbating too much. I honestly feel like I’m going to get all B’s this semester, and that makes me want to rip my wrists open again. You see, I’m ADHD, like a lot of people. I’ve been taking meds since I was 4 (I hate my psyche 🙃 same one I’ve been seeing all this time). Last time I saw him I was crying because of the situation, he prescribed SSRIs even after I said I didn’t want them. I’m not taking them. To be honest I wouldn’t have minded him upping my dose of vyvanse.
Anyways. After that happened I started sugar dating. My parents are getting old and need to move into a smaller place and I am terrified. So I need to save up money. I’ve been doing it for 3 months now and it’s been good. Obviously, I think they are the only ones keeping me from doing it (besides myself obviously) because if they knew how I actually think sometimes and what I want to do, they would want to end the arrangement. I’m losing my fucking mind I just want to go back to school.
I feel like such a loser, my friends my age are in a real school almost finished with their bachelors. And I’m taking online classes between fucking a few old men (they are nice and I have a connection with them, but still).
This post might sound flippant but I am upset and I am having self harming urges. Sorry if this is a ramble. There’s a lot a don’t talk about much.
TLDR: I’ve been through the shits, worked on myself, coronavirus has been breaking me down, I’m a sugar baby now and seeing my two sugar daddies keeps me from cutting, I wish that wasn’t the case, I fucking wish the college was open.
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2020.09.22 10:47 SugarDaddyMeetApp Sugar Dating Websites, Do They Really Work?

Psychology Today can tell us the ins and out of online dating and why they feel it works or doesn’t. However, the question will still remain when it comes to other forms of dating both online and offline. Do sugar dating websites work? Well, if you ask that question to any sugar daddy or sugar baby who started by seeking arrangements on the internet and had success, we are sure the answer would be, without reservation, a solid yes. If you or someone you know is looking to enter the sweet world of sugar dating, you are in for quite a treat.
Sugar dating websites are on the rise and with good reason. Every sugar daddy under the sun is looking for a sugar baby to spoil rotten. With all the hurry of everyday life, no one has time for face to face dating. As a direct result, the sugar daddy and the sugar baby are turning online to websites that specialize in sugar relationships to find one another. The idea of online dating is nothing new, it has been going on since the invention of the internet. What seems to be making online dating more productive is the use of video.
Video is useful for both the sugar baby and the sugar daddy because it allows both people to reach out and have a more in-depth view without leaving their home or office. Sometimes the sugar dating websites have this feature built-in. It is a benefit for both the daddy and the baby to gain this valuable perspective. As you can see, there are many reasons why these updated, modern websites are working for everyone who is seeking a friend or a soulmate.
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